Barbara. Canadian. Writer. Taken.

Daily Haiku #160


"Dreams do not leave us
When we grow older but they
Merely change with time.”


Ice washed onto the black sand beach of lake Jökulsárlón, Iceland.
Photo credit: Konstantin Khrapko

I miss your darkness,
competence of my
wayward soul

- mermaidsbite / Christiane Lopez

February 20th, 2014: “I fucking needed you, couldn’t you see? I’m so sorry I love you.”

March 23th, 2014 “I’m doing it tonight. That’s why I called you. I sat on my floor crying my eyes out. I really miss you. I love you. I love you all.”

March 24th, 2014 “Fuck you. I don’t fucking know what went down because you won’t fucking tell me. You can’t just fucking tell me you’re in love with me then just say you don’t even think about me. You can’t fucking tell me that I would be your fucking girlfriend and then leave. You always do this shit. You always fucking do this. Fuck you. You fucking hurt me but I fucking love you. Christ I love you why did you do this. I didnt want to fall in love with you but I did. It just fucking happened. I’m so fucking done. I’m done. I love you.”

Apirl 8th, 2014 “If I die then I love you. I really fucking love you. You are so beautiful and you mean the entire world to me. I’m sorry I was so unstable. I’m so sorry it’s come to this. Its not your fault. It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have fallen in love with you but I did and I know I would love you until the day I die. Stay strong please. Listen to that CD I made you. Laugh about the memories. The kisses. The long mornings and nights. And whether you really find that you love me or if it was merely a crush, I believe there was still love between us. Those kisses were so real and so were the feelings. I love you with my whole heart and you were so special to me.”

Apirl 26th, 2014 “You, If you don’t fight for what you want then don’t cry for what you lost.”

May 4th, 2014 “I fucking hate you for what you’re doing to me. I fucking hate you.”

May 30th, 2014 “Don’t ever give someone every thing and let then tell you you’re nothing.”

Seven suicide notes I wrote to you (via Tooraretodie-butdying)

(Source: tooraretodie-butdying)


You have given
me all of the love
that I have always
thought I never

I blamed myself for your actions.

(via mangled-passion)



That piñata seems alarmed to say the least



You have given
me all of the love
that I have always
thought I never

I forgave everyone who caused me pain, but myself.

Hi. I'm really short, 5 foot, and my hair is dyed black. And the common brown eyes. Recently got a nose piercing and I have gauges and a second piercing on each ear. Indie/folk music makes me feel nice though my music variety is wide. I write and draw, but I read the most. I would most likely take you to an amusement park because that's always fun and breaks the ice very easily.

No scary rides, I’m scared of heights :C
That date sounds great (and so do you) :)

Wish I’d known that was goodbye.

Six Word Story by Pien Pouwels  (via oceanflowerbird)

This is what I miss… not something that’s gone, but something that will never happen.

Margaret Atwood, Cat’s Eye (via larmoyante)



This time last year I was unemployed, broke, and suicidal.

Today, I just got the keys to my first house.

Give it time.

Needed this today












new undies: cute stretchmarks: also cute

No no no and NO stretch marks are never cute!! wtf too lazy to go get some cocoa butter and use it daily? We all have stretch marks but we can get rid of it.. People should take care of themselves and if cocoa butter didnt work for you make an appointment for a laser stretch mark removal dont be a lazy ass

hey quick question: what’s your fuckin damage

all stretch marks are beautiful no exceptions 

stretch marks are perfectly fine and natural and beautiful, free lightning bolt tattoos yo
cocoa butter is a preventative that does not always work, and smells and stains clothes and oh yeah, since a lot of people get stretch marks just from growing NOT from weight, theyd have to slather their whole body and no one really wants to do that or smell like that so strongly.
laser treatment? really? you want people to pay $1000+/appt (usually takes a few treatments) to get rid of something perfectly natural because you’ve named yourself standard of the fucking world and think we all live to please you? most people dont have that money and if they do thats not what they want to spend it on.
also fuck you.

I usually don’t reblog ladies in undies, but for real. Don’t fuckin’ knock people over stretchmarks, or anything on their bodies for that matter. I’ve been underweight all my life and have them from growing. They happen. The just do. 

Reblogging for the stretch marks! Because just look how beautifully they work with those knickers!

I love my stretchmarks bc they show little storms on my skin :3

some of us are allergic to cocoa butter aaaaaaaand fuck an asshole who has a problem with stretchmarks.

Stretch marks are a sign that you are human and have changed at some point, so most humans have them. Most as in almost all. The only reason we’re taught to not like them is so that we’ll spend money trying to get rid of them. If you wanna spend money on fading them (because you cannot make them vanish) cool, but fuck anyone who tells you that your body is wrong and you NEED to change it for their rude invasive eyeballs.

I’m one of them people who is allergic to cocoa butter and I’ve been told my stretch marks are beautiful. To the douche that thinks we are lazy because we don’t use it, go step on a lego, get hit by a bus, or just grow the hell up.